Lost-Cosmic-Soul

Sitting on the sidelines  is no good pastime Listening to sad music is no way to make me smile. Crying on the cold damp floor will not make me feel better. And yet all these things I do... Slitting my wrists doesn't stop the pain. Never eating doesn't make me pretty. Throwing up won't make me more beautiful. And yet all these things I do... Holding my breathe and waiting won't make him see. Letting love walk by every day will never raise my self esteem. Thinking only of when I'll lose him, rather than what we have now, will never help me be happy. And yet all these things I do....